hey, so, yes.
I am having a lot of Thoughts about this blog and where I am in my life, and I’m like, yes, it is a very honest depiction of myself through a certain period, but I’m not sure if that’s who I… want to… be, I guess, in the minds of people who might be seeing the archives, or something.
I pretty much think I want to move to a new one and [possibly? eventually? maybe not? likely just plain forget to?] delete this one. And I feel like that might be childish on some level, but I think I’m genuinely approaching a new stage in my life where I am actually able to function and sustain a potentially permanent relationship and Do All Of The Things and I think it’s legitimate to want to mark that in some way. And yeah, I am sort of embarrassed by a lot of the stuff that my archive says about me, but I see it as less denying all that as saying that it’s not so important anymore. It’s personal stuff that I’m perfectly willing to talk about but maybe not so willing to have up on the internet for all to see when I become The Most Fabulous Author Ever™ or whatnot.
So that’s why I haven’t been posting here in like forever, because I sort of feel like I’ve written myself into a corner by the way I’ve been using this Tumblr and I want to Start Anew, but I felt bad mostly because I couldn’t think of a significantly Meaningful™ first post. Because yeah. But I’ve got fivetonsofflax.tumblr.com reserved (SERIOUSLY HOW WAS THAT STILL OPEN) and I will probably start posting there soon because being in school again makes me want to Talk About All The Things. And yes. This post is very awkward and I don’t know if it makes sense. I apologize. I had an eight thirty class today so you can’t judge me.
